Signed and Loved.

notre dame de paris.

2006-11-16T21:58:00.000+08:00

hahaha. i watched Notre Dame de Paris today in school. No, the drama club people are not that talented to stage such a spectacular show in the pathetic LT4. Its DVD, with the original cast. Yup, different from the ones that are here in Singapore. Oh man! The musical is the best man!!! Better than any that I've watched before. Definitely better than "Forbidden City" and "Little shop of horror". Better than "Phantom of the Opera" too! Ah!! I wanna watch in Indoor Stadium! Oh man! I should've forked out $70, even though I can't see a thing! Ah! Gringoire is so handsome! To think that when he acted in this musical, he was like, 30++.

ok. he looks better in the musical!!

ah!! i love this musical!

"Il est venu le temps des cathédrales
Le monde est entré
Dans un nouveau millénaire
L'homme a voulu monter vers les étoiles
Ecrire son histoire
Dans le verre ou dans la pierre"

-Le Temps des cathédrales

some people.

2006-11-15T21:06:00.000+08:00

i went to watch "Flushed Away" today! with my HUGE church friends! was supposed to have CG, but turned into a CG outing. haha. Ivan is great, man! haha. sometimes, we just pace around our situation, going back and forth but then, all it takes it just to go forth and charge!

i've decided to rekindle my PASSION for guitar. Many people inspired me to. They are, Nick Lee, Joanne, Garett, Keita and Miyavi. like i used to say, I wanna have skills like Miyavi and anointing like Garett. yup! i'm gonna work on it man! oh! if you wanna know how Miyavi plays, go check out "Are you ready to rock?" in youtube.com

great to have GREAT people in your life isn't it? but its GREATER to know that someone loves you just the way you are, just because you are you. you don't have to be someone whom you are not just to get other people's favours. don't be like Iago! don't ever say, " I am not what I am"! its too dramatic!

manzhu

2006-11-14T20:53:00.000+08:00

haha. i went for a walk/jog in the morning and saw the president!! yes!! the president himself!

EAST COAST PARK!

then, we went to Chinese Swimming Club, oh man!! its such a nice place with really nice food! haha.

MANZHU!

the toilet there is really nice! hahaha. the lift is nice too!

YES! THERE IS CG TOMORROW!

little shop of horrors.

2006-11-11T22:52:00.000+08:00

yup! i went to watch little shop of horrors yesterday. being in an English drama club, you have to watch plays. Ah! I loved it!! Haha. I'm saving up money for "Phantom Of The Opera" next year. Can't wait!!! >.<

this is cool right?!

my earrings!! my favourite!

the title of today's sermon was "The Incredible Hulk"! Cool right?! Haha. What others people think of you doesn't matter, what you think of yourself matters. oh yar, JESUS COMES FOR YOU!

hm. i have to say something. because i think its really true. if someone of our age wears a brand like, Guess?, what will she wear in the future? Versace? Hermes? haha. thought of the day.

food. food. food.

2006-11-08T21:44:00.000+08:00

YEAH! THERES CG TODAY! and this makes yu zhen a happy girl! >.< i liked what Ivan said about faith. a man said to another man who doesn't know English, "faith is like putting all your weight on a chair." profound right? go ponder about it!

i'm on diet again! if i want to take nice family photo next month, i better watch my diet!

haha. cute right?! given by Jamin last Wed.

my cousin gave this to me. i missed it!!

my new substitute for Cadbury, when its just getting too hot for my pockets.

parachute!!! i need you!!!

2006-11-06T15:08:00.000+08:00

oh man!! Parachute Band was great!! I love them!! Seriously, I LOVE THEM!!! I LOVE JULIA GRACE!! ah!! i wanna have a voice like hers!!! ah!!! I LOVE THEM!! AH!!! Oh man... its a good thing they'll be coming back next year. oh man!! they can't come back during Oct/Nov!! Come during June holidays!! Ah!! I WANT THEM NEXT YEAR!

how great is our God...
sing with me, how great is our God.

little, little things.

2006-11-01T20:49:00.000+08:00

There will always come a time when we would sit down think about the past. Thinking how it would've been if I've done this or that. If I've done that, life wouldn't be like this. Once my tutor told me that by contemplating the past, your paralysing the present and bankrupting the future. Its true. You've stop the time of the present because you'd rather spend the time thinking about the past when you could've done something productive with the present. By not doing anything for the present, you're just annoucing bankruptcy to the future. Humans would often think that if they had done this or that in the past, the present would be different. Since they've said that, why not do something for the present so that in the future, they don't have to think of that thought again? weird humans right?

Chinese 'A' is this Friday! Whooohooooooooo!! Get an A for it and I can say "bye-bye" to Chinese for the rest of my life! Yes!

ACM.

2006-10-31T22:19:00.000+08:00

i went ACM the other day, it was an "OK" trip because I didn't really learn much... ok, i've learnt quite abit of the Asian history. But the thing is, we took many photos. But I wanted to take photo with Sir Stamford Raffles! haha. It was the first time I went to the ACM. Its a great place and I would want to go to the one in Armenian Street when it opens. Haha. it is renovating to become a full-fleged Peranakan museum. how i know this? all thanks to PW. I thought i should go to the ACM since I've been talking about it. I felt like I was on an N.E trip. talking about N.E, i'm supposed to plan an N.E trip for the whole class! haha. might as well just go to a museum and i've completed my job! haha.

here are some photos that i took:

haha. i just have this logic came into my mind. since you're taking photos, might as well make a fun out of it! come on man! you're not taking photos for the dead!

random stuffs.

2006-10-28T00:06:00.000+08:00

hm. i went to watch death note the other day with my sis. did i tell you? well, anyway, she bought the whole set of the death note manga for me... she wants me to read it and tell her the ending. thanks man. i'll take a picture of the full set after i get back my book 1&2 frm my sister, like 5 years later... haha.

i went to Lot1 today, it was the first time in my 17 years of existance, stepping into Lot1. haha. at least i've been to Jurong point or Tampines Mall, if you are considering the distance.

haha. this is the photo that i took on the bus.

haha. then we started taking photos... >.<

haha. this is currently, my favourite drink! i have to drink one per day!

this is the Purikura that we took! daisuki >.<

pictures.

2006-10-27T21:21:00.000+08:00

well, yesterday we got something which we didn't want. our results. while some may have promoted, but we were not happy. really, from the bottom of our hearts, we were not happy. we couldn't rejoice for what we acheived because we were too sad for those who couldn't acheive it too. i thought i wouldn't get so affected by it, but i was wrong. i was deeply affected. no words or fanciful consoling sentences could make them feel better. once, Pastor told us that the best way to console someone is not to say anything, but to just cry with them. i can understand that now.

hook, line and sink.

2006-10-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

there are like, 10000 things waiting for me to do! blogging isn't one of them! *blehz*

i need sleep!!!! goodnight!

blown away and knocked out!

2006-10-24T21:53:00.000+08:00

haha. i went for prayer meet yesterday night. its an overnight prayer meeting. haha. don't ask me what i told my parents to let me out for the night. haha.

as the title for the post have suggested, i was blown away and knocked out. we prayed from 10pm to 6am. Yup, through the night or should i say, morning. i was blown away lar! Pastor shared things and it totally blew me away. you know sometimes, we would want to be at the time when Charleston or Ivan came in. We always thought of that. But 5 years down the road, people would want to be in our shoes, wanting to come during our time. haha. then the cycle continues. then we talked about our dreams and everything. I think should really go back to where we first started out. my dream in God have always been the same, but its just that i've neglected it for quite sometime, its very wrong!! Really WRONG!

then it was morning!! haha. people go haywire if we do not have enough sleep. yar, i am one of them. haha... i had to wait for stella while to finish up doing cafe stuffs and i was singing to myself. yup, the infamous "Cadbury" song. the lucky thing is, no many people were in church already! haha. Jieru looked at me with the wierd look on her face. Yup, things happen when you do not have enough sleep.

i was thinking over some stuffs today. i thought, going into JC is like going into a 6 years course. After JC is a must to go into the Uni. Yar, its true but its because of this mentality that most of us have that cause students, who don't make it to Uni afte 'A's, go berserk! It adds on to the stress level. As if the fact that 'A' levels is difficult is not enough, they have to make it obvious that its a disgrace if a JC were to drop to Poly. I mean, come on lah, CHILL! Its crazy man, how people think things. Weird mentality! My cousin told me that if you go to JC and realise that it isn't what you want, go poly and do what you want. then I said that it will be a waste of time. then she said that wasting 2 years is better than wasting 20 years of your life.

A piece of paper doesn't determine your future, it determines which direction you'll be heading for. Its weird right, how people think that a piece of paper can bring forth a better life in the future. I do not disagree to that claim but, we have to know that its our character and atitude that determines our future and life.

OP, OP and somemore OP!

2006-10-22T12:57:00.000+08:00

i was busy creating a new blog of mine. its a Japanese one, so testing out afew of its features. that webbie, definitely have more features than blogger.

anyway, I seriously don't know whats the purpose of PW. Its a waste of my precious time when I could've used that time to do something better like going to Church or outings!! Urgh! Waste of my time man. I still have to hand in my 2nd draft of I & R by tomorrow, do finish the OP and script by tomorrow. Man~ theres so many things to do! I am seriously still considering whether I should go for GP lecture tomorrow. hm~

i was planning to type some stuffs in my blog today but i felt that I should do it when I have the flow of the Spirit first. in the meantime, its PICCU time!! haha... here are some of the photos we took during the fort canning picnic.

haha. and here are some of the pictures me and tiffany took yesterday when we were in Charles and Keith.

Oh! Yesterday, Tiffany "lost" her guitar. Oh man~ it really made us worry. I mean, who is so mean to steal her guitar!! Anyway, it turned out that a guy accidentally took her guitar by mistake. Which is a good thing because Tiffany is getting her guitar back today, which is Sunday!! Yeah!

CG, whoosh!

2006-10-20T21:39:00.000+08:00

have been really busy with my PW so I don't have the time and energy to update my blog. I did the trail for my PW, it was the worst presentation that I have ever done, throughout my 17 years. yuck!

anyway, the main highlight for the day is.... CG! yup! hahaha. missed CG man. i missed Ivan too!! It was the first time C1 and C2 had CG together and it was GREAT! haha. I have learnt that FAITH=ACTION=CONVICTION. simple equation with profound meanings. Faith is perceiving that something has come to past but it actually has not. profound right? told you! haha. Having faith meant that we have the take action now! having faith in the future is called hope, not faith! Taking actions now will make you come closer to your dreams! Be a doer, not a dreamer man!!

I wanna watch "Death Note"! I'm starting the read the manga now. Its seriously amusing. haha. it makes me laugh. I like "L". He looks handsome in the poster.

"L" is on the right!! yes!! your right!! but the thing is, he don't look nice in normal clothes!! ah!!

wouldn't it be nice?

2006-10-15T22:02:00.000+08:00

i had a nightmare yesterday night. a BIG one!! it will forever haunt me till the day i die.

ok. i've finished composing "my song". haha. here goes..

wouldn't it be nice if the world was cadbury? you can taste the whole world's tasty treats. you can even eat up nanyang jc, even eat your own tutorials. dreams can come true, if you only believe that the world is cadbury. wouldn't it be nice?

haha. yea, obsessed with being able to eat up nanyang jc.

i went "vivo city" today. it is HUMONGOUS! it reminded my sister of Australia... then bad memories start flowing in. watched "Scoop" too! Its a stupid show, don't bother watching it!

Yes!! S.O.W is starting soon!! I've decided to re-join vocals. We were deciding what songs to sing for the auditions yesterday and I've decided to sing.... "Free" and "To You"!! Yup, need to sing Praise and Worship song. I love the song "To You"!!

Here I stand forever in
Your mighty hand
Living with Your promise
Written on my heart

I am Yours
Surrendered wholly to You
You set me in Your family
Calling me Your own

Now I
I belong to You
Lord I need
Your Spirit Your word Your truth
Hear my cry my deep desire
To Know You more

In Your name
I will lift my hands
To the King
This anthem of praise I bring
Heaven knows
I long to love You
With all I am

I belong to You

ok ppl. doing a poll now. should i put "Crazy" or "Free" as my blog song?? Or other songs??

addition

2006-10-14T12:28:00.000+08:00

i was typing yesterday's post in a hurry. so i didn't write what i intended to and supposed to. I want to thank Koh Xin!! haha. That was her handphone and she was the one who pulled me to take photos with them. hahaha. so, thank you Koh Xin!!! >.<

ok. initially, i only had Shan Wee in my head but, after seeing Carrie Chong, I think Carrie Chong is PRETTY!! kireida! she's really pretty! for your info, Shan Wee is super... EXTREMELY tall!! But, I don't think he is taller than Shu Hui's dear. I mean, Shu Hui's dear is like, 1.96m!!! Yup, he is the tallest guy in our school so it is obvious that he is a bball player. Anyway, back to Shan Wee, yar, he is about 1.8++? About BK's height? Hm~~I think he is. haha. I suspect that Shan Wee wore braces before!! You know, after wearing braces, you can tell who wore braces before and who have not. hahaha.

P.S: STELLA CHAN! STOP USING MY PHRASES/WORDS. iiirrriii-ta-ting nuuugget.

open house.

2006-10-13T20:46:00.000+08:00

ok. sry guys. open house was today. yup. 13th Oct. sry man.

it was super tiring, but i came to realise afew stuffs. =D

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yup! i took photos with them. but its quite sad that they were here. I mean, they talked for like 20 mins, when that 20 mins is all giving out prizes. hahaha. but i get to take photos with them!

blah!

2006-10-12T18:16:00.000+08:00

hm. didn't know what to blog abt though. er... went fort canning park yesterday for picnic? hahaha. first picnic in my whole teenage life. yeah, life used to revolve around orchard, not fort canning park. i realised how small Singapore is. one side of fort canning is dhoby ghaut and the other side is already liang court aka clarke quay. yup. singapore is mircroscopic!

ok. for those of you who are reading this, come for my school's OPEN HOUSE!!! yes! people are coming in... they are, Carrie Chong and most importantly, SHAN WEE!!! muahahaha. so do come down to my school, they will be here from 3-3.45pm. hahaha. luckily i'm not a tour guide for the open house.

just in case, my school is nanyang junior college. er. you can tell the taxi uncle "Nanyang Junior College". Buses available :22, 24, 53, 73, 133, 135, 136, 853 also, 58 and 105. See you there!!!

NO! I DID NOT MEMORISE THE BUSES AVAILABLE. when you go to the bus like, everyday since the start of the year, you can basically know the frequency of the buses.

my God.

2006-10-09T22:29:00.000+08:00

i typed a super long post and blogger have to give me problems!!urgh!

i was typing about God. yup. Holy Spirit just comes and give you things to write. God's love is unconditional. God loves Jesus before He did any wonders, because Jesus is God's Son. Therefore, God loves us no matter what. We don't have to earn God's love. God collects your tears in heaven. He cries with you when you are down.

circumstances have made me what I am not and what I shouldn't be. yet, it is because of these circumstances that it had given me a chance to grow with God alittle more. Not taking God for granted and that God is always there for me. I will never forget what God told me one year ago. It calmed my heart down and it also made me pull through every single tribulations. I love my God. He is a living God. I love Jesus because without Him, i wouldn't be here now.

If God is for me, who can be against me?

haha. i took a photo of this after i got my w-inds. vacanza photobook. yup! this is my collection. erm. i think i bought the first one 3 years ago? er... after "Love is Message", so its about 3-4 years ago. oh man. time flies. now, w-inds. are so hot! I think the most expensive one was "System of alive" photobook. yar, the red one!! haha. the most expensive w-inds. cd that i've ever bought was "w-inds. best tracks" $74! Yar, don't ask me why was i so stupid. i think that was the most expensive w-inds. product i've ever bought... That was like 2 years ago! I'M NEVER EVER GOING TO DO THAT AGAIN!

i'm so crazy for You Jesus!

2006-10-07T23:41:00.000+08:00

Ah! I can't get this song out of my head! Its so nice! >.< Its a good thing I'm ushering tomorrow. haha. get to hear this song and get to receive the Word of God again! *smiles*

ok. i did a photo combination of the photos that Yang and I took yesterday. My mum says that looked very girly yesterday. Haha. Probably I'll look like that once a year.

i won't give up, i won't give in.

smiles smiles

2006-10-06T19:31:00.000+08:00

hahaha. i bought alot of things today! really happy. I've bought Stella and Fiona's present. Haha. thats the happiest thing. Now, I have 2 loads off my chest. I still have, LFY, Yang, SMx2 and gen's presents to buy. yup, i am terrible. but, come on man! I've got BF to pay!!! ain't got that much money to buy presents.

so after 2 months of restriction from Orchard, i am unleashed today. my life revolves around Dhoby Ghaut, not Orchard. Maybe, one day it'll be Orchard? Hopefully!!

I will go where You send me, Jesus take me now, I am Yours.

new blog skin.

2006-10-06T00:26:00.000+08:00

haha. yup! i've changed my blog skin! its from w-inds.'s new single, "boogie woogie 66". their cover is super nice, thats why i put it up. took away the song, going to put up a new one. haha. i've got to activate my acc first in order to get the song. haha. not a w-inds. song. neither is it a japanese song. its an English song! :P

good night guys!

ただいま！

2006-10-04T20:52:00.000+08:00

hello people! yea! exams are over! haha. my physics paper was really bad. I didn't finish my paper. come on lah! they give you like 1hr 15 mins to finish like, 6-7 difficult questions!

anyway, i am back and kicking. so here are the things i'm gonna do:

1. REVIVAL in NYJC!

2. pack my table.

3. finish my lessons.

4. shopping!

yes people, shopping. i have been deprived for quite some time. yea! gonna go shopping with my mama soon!

God is always faithful, no matter what, God still loves me. No matter I get retained, no matter if i go to poly or no matter if I get promoted. No matter what, God still loves me for who I am and not what I can achieve or what I have achieved. I am happy that I my God, is like that! =D

haha. i took these photos when i was bored of doing maths. that was before promos. hahaha.

hot-to!!

2006-10-02T16:03:00.000+08:00

why is Keita Tachibana so hot?!

Lit paper tomorrow! Othello(loves) and Unseen poems(yuck!).

cadbury.

2006-10-01T11:17:00.000+08:00

i know i shouldn't be blogging now. But i have to sing this song. it have been stucked in my head for the past one week plus. so here goes. "wouldn't it be nice if the world is cadbury. you can taste the whole world's tasty treats. you can even eat up nanyang jc! even your physics tutorials! wouldn't it be nice??" ok. bye guys! got to study now! its physics paper 3 tomorrow! furthermore, blogger is giving me problems now.

STRESSED!

2006-09-24T15:11:00.000+08:00

sry for the long-time-blog thing. kinda stressed up these days. I've never been so stressed up over exams. I wasn't even as stress as I now back then, during 'O' levels. after you have tasted what JC is like, you would think that 'O' levels is really like a walk in the park. for those of you who didn't choose JC, good for you man! ok, i will not be blogging for the next 2 weeks. gonna really study. I HAVE TO BE PROMOTED!!

stupid keita!!

2006-09-12T17:39:00.000+08:00

oh man. i cannot take it anymore. KEITA TACHIBANA is releasing a solo album soon!!!!

NO! I AM NOT HAPPY! In fact, I am quite dissappointed in him. I did, once, thought that he may release a solo album, but i put off that thought when i saw him very close to the rest of the w-inds. members. I really hate it when people from the group come out to release a solo album by themselve. it is the least thing i want from a popular group. The reason why I don't like groups like, 5566, other than they are not very handsome is that they have solo projects. Eg: hosting, acting. I cannot take it man... I don't think I will buy his album because i like w-inds. for their style and RYOHEI! not KEITA!

quickie post!

2006-09-08T09:32:00.000+08:00

haha. i shal post a quickie post today, before i set off to school! haha.

man. i hope i'm more available!! i want to be tired for the right thing, like church? YES!! Church stuffs!! Thats more important!!

I've been staying in school lately, studying, finishing all those anceit(?) tutorials. Yeah! I've finally finished Thermal Physics(II) tutorial!! I've also finished Motion in a Circle tutorial!! And the most amazing thing is, I have less than 5 questions for Motion in a Circle!! YES!! This is the 2nd topic I love!! First is Projectile Motion.

Ah! I've finished tutorial 10a also!! Yeah!! Going to finish tutorial 10b, soon...

Wait! Why am I typing all these?!?!? Urgh!!! Goodbye people!! Am off for school now!! Lit lecture!!!

going insane.

2006-09-05T21:21:00.000+08:00

hm. i'm going insane sooner or later. i've got so many holiday homeworks undone lah! i have 12 lit essays to write, one stack of maths homework, one physics tutorial and whole lot of TYS questions and lots of revision to do for chem. And what am I doing now?-slacking.

prayer meet today was great man. learnt lots of stuffs, shared lots of stuffs. should really learn from nick lee man. he's such a great leader.

haha. my aunt sent me home today! yeah!! saved that time and fare to go home by public transport. we were talking about my sister in the car, we realised that we thought the same thing about my sister! SHE DOESN'T SAVE!! haha.

ok. i got my camera back, so i'm going to take lots of photos! so to my faithful readers, you get to see beautiful things, taken by me, on this super RED blog. =D

studies.

2006-09-03T21:39:00.000+08:00

i was competing with my cousin today about our holidays. I told her that I'm on holiday now and my cousin was like, "Oh man." haha. Then I said that after holidays is exams. She was like self-consoling herself lah! Then we continued competing and I realised that the best times is actually when I'm studying! Haha. At least when i'm in school, I can bring about revival and get people saved. Come on, when i'm working and everything, isn't it more difficult? haha. heres a picture:

yup. when i'm super bored, i take super lame photos around my table. thats only when i'm doing my homework. haha. i think most of the students are super bored when it comes to doing super boring homeworks. haha. yeah! we all, students, have the common habit! haha.

schools.

2006-09-02T21:02:00.000+08:00

i'm back from church, half-charged now, super tired but i'm charged spiritually.

i've learnt alot through today. Schools are really important and i've learnt many ways in which we could reach out to our fellow school mates! Haha! Those Swedish people are really creative and sacrificial. Come on, the small group of them raised 30,000 dollars just to buy a bible for every single one of their school mates for Christmas. They even hand-wrapped them, wrote hand-written messages for every single one of the bibles! Wow! that is truly amazing! The thing is, they are just around our age!

Sometimes, I really have to thank God for where I stand here, now at this place.

If it hadn't for Him, I would be having my no. 11 boyfriend now.

If it hadn't for Him, I would have cut myself.

If it hadn't for Him, I would have commited suicide, 1 year and 6 months ago.

If it hadn't for Him, I would not be NYJC anymore.

If it hadn't for Him, I'll be filling my whole blog with vulgarities.

If it hadn't for Him, I would be smoking right now, wasting my time at void decks watching the air.

If it hadn't for Him, I would be clubbing my night away.

If it hadn't for Him, I would have 10 ear holes on each ears.

If it hadn't for Him, I would have murdered my dad (if i have not commited suicide)

If it hadn't for Him, I would have been sent to girls' home long ago.

If it hadn't for Him, I would have ran away from home.

If it hadn't for Him, I won't be in church now, praising His name.

Wow! I would have done so many things if I haven't got Jesus in my life. Its quite a WOW! Well, God saved me out of the miry clay, scrubbed me out of my stains.

would you believe me if i said that all of your dreams can come true today?

2006-08-19T21:28:00.000+08:00

7 random facts about ME:

er. i'm not bimbotic?

i love the colour red because its a bold colour.

spinster wanna-be.

currently in NYJC.

hates being called fish steamed.

can live without a computer for a week or so.

i have stage frights yet i love speaking.

7 things that scare ME:

i'm scared of driving cars. had many dreams of me driving cars and getting into accidents.

i'm scared of flying insects.

i'm scared of the sound of my alarm clock i have for the past 7 years.

i'm scared of the sound of my phone's alarm clock. it will "dod" then ring.

i'm scared of drunkard people.

i'm scared of heights.

lastly, i'm scared of standing in front of God and God tells me that I have not done what i should've done.

7 FAVOURITE musics at the moment:

To You by Hillsong.

Free by er, i forgot!

From the inside out by Planetshakers.

God of Miracles by Youth Alive!

With all I am by Hillsong.

Awesome God by Hillsong. ( I super love this song!!)

Are you ready to rock? by Miyavi.

7 things i LIKE most:

i love Pastor.

i love the people in church.

i love my leaders.

i love my mum.

i love w-inds.

i love church!

i love God! Alot!!!

7 LUCKY people to do tis:

er. any 7 ppl who read my post?

its alive!

2006-08-15T21:52:00.000+08:00

hey people! yeah! my computer is back! Its alive! I wanted to say kicking too, but then, its not kicking. Its going to be dead, sooner or later. Hope its later. I'm hoping to get a new CPU or lappy? Hope its lappy! XP.

hm. to tell you the truth, life is different without computer, but it doesn't mean that you can't live without it. Come on man. I lived without it for 1 week! I'm still walking!

haha. i love this pic. so emo, yet i look slim at the same time.

I'M NOT A BIMBO! take that! hah!

I love "Othello"! I can understand "Othello" so much better than war poems. I told you! I can't understand poems! I love Othello! I can tell you all about Act 1, scene 1 right now. Iago is such a double-sided person!

i wanted to talk about something. but i forgot what was it. hm.

oh. i feel like dancing. its foolishness i know, but when the world has seen the Light, they will dance with joy like we're dancing now.

BGR.

2006-07-31T18:46:00.000+08:00

yesterday's sermon was great because I realised that I really ain't got the time to waste. haha. Pastor How talked about BGR and why we shouldn't be in it now, I totally agree!! I made a vow of _ not to be in any relationship but I know, from the bottom of my heart that I'm going to extend it to another 10 more years. Should've said 13 years man. I'm a spinster-wannabe. Come on, you're going to live a life of 30 years single-hood and eternity married-hood. I'm so so so tramautized by that thought. I DO NOT want to live the bulk of my life married. But then, see how it goes lah. XP

oh! its a time of scratching!!! hahahhahahahahahahahha. i had fun talking to stella on saturday night. I felt so shuang. it has been a long time since i last talked to her crappy stuffs. of course got serious ones which she goes on and on abt .... some stuffs. Then we started crapping, which "its a time of scratching" comes out.

pst! elaine yang wen hui! better read CAREFULLY!

miss me?

2006-07-20T18:53:00.000+08:00

Haha... missed me? You guys better do! Well, its time for yu zhen to crap about life again! I was thinking, the top 5 things that would make me regret deeply. so here goes!

1. Standing in front of God and knowing very well that I've not fufilled my purpose and destiny.

2. My mum leaving me without giving her the best.

3. Not giving my best in every little thing I do.

4. My sister not getting her happiness before I leave.

5. Losing an aquintance due to stupidity.

To think that the universe could not withhold Your glory. You choose to live in me, I'm so amazed. And I worship You Lord, my life in You restored. Here is my heart, make it Your santuary for nobody else but Jesus only You.

The dresser

2006-07-15T00:31:00.000+08:00

I went to watch "The Dresser". Its a really nice play. Adrian Pang was great, everyone was great! If you guys have $50 to spare, do watch that play! It very nice! Its about the life a an actor. The life behind the curtains. Its really nice! But I had one problem. I fell asleep. I was so tired lah. Then I accidentally fell asleep. I didn't mean to! Its a nice play! Really it is!

exams fever.

2006-07-06T18:42:00.000+08:00

man... i failed my Physics paper!! Big time!! I got a "U" grade for it man... Urgh! I truly, from the bottom of my tiny broken heart, I understand the topics! But I just don't know why, I failed it! Ah!! Ms Ng said that its because I didn't have enough practice.

My lit paper is no where better too, just pass! 51/100. This is sai man! i failed my unseen poem, which is very expected because I really don't understand a single thing about poem analysis. I could've gotten a better grade for my war poem part. Ah! I'm going to study from now on. I now, its abit sadistic, but I've got to get good grades! If not, my mum will blame it on church!

Got to hang out with the teachers! Yes! Come on! Let do it!

God is an awesome God.

2006-07-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

I was watching this movie on Hallmark the other day and it was showing a life story about Stephen Hawkings, a brilliant Physicist. He was asked whether there might be God. He said there might be, theoretically. Oh man... even sciencist proved that God do exist, I can't believe why atheist still do exist. They must've not read more books! Even Charles Darwin proved himself wrong that we don't come from apes! He apologised publicly many years ago!

Don't you think God is so clever? There are still people out there who are trying to find out what goes beyond the galaxy! There are mathematicians trying to prove equations. God is just so great! God measures the oceans in his palm and the universe in the span of his hand.. God is BIG!

blog song.

2006-06-29T16:17:00.000+08:00

yup, as you all can hear, i've changed my blog song. Due to the fact that siok mei is starting to hate "Its in the stars" and, w-inds. have moved on from there! So I better move on too! So the new song is called "Trial", w-inds.' 19th single. Its the song for the movie "Goal!", an English movie by the way. The song's about dreams and going after it no matter how bad the circumstances are. Yup! Hope you all like it! =D

I was on the bus today, saw one of my ex-schoolmate. Didn't say "hi" to her because I really, truly don't know her. Anyway, I sat two seats behing her and later, saw a girl from my secondary school boarded the bus. I saw her looking at the girl. I sort of know what she was thinking because I thought so too. "I miss school.", maybe she was thinking of that?Well, 4 years in Secondary school isn't long, neither was it short. Its enough to make memories and enough for the tears shed there. I can say truly that 10 years down the road, the years spent in Secondary school is prominent in my head, whether I liked it or not. 2 years in JC is too short to really exprience any huge ups and downs. Second on the list will definitely be JC because, I've been complaining about since Day 1. How can I forget about it?

Tomorrow is Lit paper!! I shall chiong all the way! =)

blogging?

2006-06-26T21:45:00.000+08:00

today's paper was so demoralising! I couldn't do 3 questions. which adds up to 15 marks. This is the second time I'm leaving a question blank! Man... I shouldn't keep the habit of doing that! I better stop it and start doing more maths! I've got to pass all my subjects! I've got to do more than just a pass and yar, got to study harder!

I realised that none of the things i've said that i'll do after 'o' levels, have i done it. Like, tearing up my entry proof, i didn't! one thing for sure is, i don't even know where is it now. happy mugging guys! =D

pathetic lit essay.

2006-06-23T16:38:00.000+08:00

ok, i shall not begin my entry with an ok from now on! ok, its an irony right?

my lip is now swollen like a chilli because, i'm having ulcerS. yes, not one, not two but many of them. See lah, don't drink water and don't eat fruits, have braces on and this is the outcome! Serve me right for this...

I just got back my pathetic lit essay which i wrote 3 weeks ago. I got 15/25. You consider that good? I think its pathetic! Ms Kwok actually wanted to give me 13/25! Its so out!!! No way am I getting that for a lit essay!! I spent 3.5 hours, writing a 4 page essay and this is the marks I got. Oh man... I've got to improve!! If not, how do I get promoted?! thats why i say, war poems drains my brain cells. This is the first time I'm writing an official lit essay, A level stantard and this is what I got? Oh man... If only Wilfred Owen is still alive!!

what am i doing now?!

2006-06-21T22:32:00.000+08:00

ah!! come on!! someone please tell me what am i doing now?!?! tell me!! i'm using the interent when i'm suppose to be studying for at least my g.p paper?! ah!!!

*poofs off, due to insanity*

chionging mode.

2006-06-20T22:26:00.000+08:00

am so in chionging mode. LFY was like, "chiong!! pia!!" its so easy for her to say, when she's the one who's has the most number of hours free among SYF. I chionged my Maths yesterday night till 12am? Yar, so today and tomorrow, its Physics and Lit!

Had CG just now, was playing murderer... haha... Jing Hong is really really sly... muahahahaha... I love spending time in church, i feel so right, being in church. its a great feeling!

ok, can't talk, lots of studying to do!

exam mode

2006-06-16T19:56:00.000+08:00

ok, i have to be in the exam mode now. i've got to start mugging now. you know wad? i just realised that there are schools whose exams are just 3 days. Come on, its just 6 papers. Can't we have it in 6 days, instead of dragging it from 23rd June all the way till 4th July? Its a total waste of time, but I had an advantage because I will have exam, break, exam, break. Haha... so I have one WHOLE day to study.

Was studying will Katherine, Chrystal and Melissa yesterday. Man... katherine looks like a prisoner who have not been out for 10, 000 years. Imprisonment for taking too much photos, I have to clarify. She was zi-lianing! Took many photos yesterday and I bet Melissa's camera is hating her now for using it too much.

Food cross today was fun!! Haha... cracked lots of jokes today. Especially Stella Chan Zhenna. She's crapping all the way lah! Crazy lah she... Ok, let me tell you one SUPER funny joke. One day, a matchstick felt that his head was ichy, so he screatched it and it caught fire. He went to the hospital and the doctor bandage him. So what is he now? Get the answer at the bottom of the post. STELLA IS BEING OBESSED WITH PRISCILLA!

ok, one fashion tip i have for you people out there. I read it on a newspaper. It doesn't matter you wear un-branded clothes or just simply t-shirts and shorts, what makes your whole look not sloppy and "poor" is your watch. Buy the best and branded watch to go with your whole sloppy outfit, it makes the whole image look like you're some rich kid who stays just round the corner who drops by at Orchard for a walk. Ta-da! Thats all for today for yu-zhen's-fashion-tips.

Ans: a cotton bud.

more dvds...

2006-06-14T23:34:00.000+08:00

ok, i was over at my sis's place last night to sleepover and to watch lots of movies, but it turned out that we only watched "Flightplan". Ok, its so Jodie-Foster movie. That kind which she would do all kinds of things to get her daughter back safely. Remember "Panice Room"? Yea... she acted in it.

I'm addicted to the song, "From the inside out" by Hillsong. Its so nice and really really very... how do you say this? I love the part which they sang, "Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fade. Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame. And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise from the inside out. Lord my soul, cries out." I took 2 months to really understand the song. Well, basically it like saying that all the things of this world are so temporal. It will all fade one day. w-inds. will definitely die one day, maths will definitely go away someday, Yakult company will definitely get bankrupt one day, all the photos taken will all turn yellow one day. But above all these, God never changes and He's always there for us whether rain or shine. Though we can't see Him, we can definitely feel His presence. And the fame that we get from either the public or friends, God's glory just surpasses all these. All the things of the earth are temporal and that I'm just happy that I have an eternal life with Christ Jesus my Lord and my Heavenly Father, that I have a greater, bigger and better destiny in God. =D

days...

2006-06-12T13:49:00.000+08:00

ok, i was just thinking abt the secondary school days and i realised that it was kinda short! Haha... i missed those times when i would always write "mrs chiba" on every single piece of notes that i have... haha... now, i just write yu zhen. come on, back then, people know who is mrs chiba. but now, ain't anybody know who is mrs chiba. ok, then ms sim would always call me mrs chibako, make fun of me and mr ko. i sort of missed the times when stella and LFY would try to seduce me, and the times when i would help stella write, "mrs *censored*" (haha... can't write out the name, stella will kill me.)

ain't coping well in school, but who cares? its just two years!! One and a half more years and I'm free from school with exams held after June holidays! All these things are so temporal, that I'm glad that I have an eternal life with God.

naggy

2006-06-09T23:13:00.000+08:00

am i that naggy? come on! tell me!! am i that naggy? my clique thinks i am... man... how come i've became so old? so should i say mature? i mean, whats wrong with being like this?? i am mature! yeah!

I was in CG today and Ivan was preaching about the relationship we have with the people. Its so true that you won't become holy by hanging out with holy people in 3 hours but you can be unholy if you hang out with unholy people for 3 hours. true right?

printy print!

2006-06-08T10:37:00.000+08:00

yes! I've finally gotten myself a printer! I'm so happy! You can't go on JC life without a printer and a photocopy card. Whats more?! I got a printer, scanner and photocopy machine, all in one! Yeah! Now, I don't have to queue up to photocopy stuffs and try to fix the broken photocopy machine, which breaks down every 15 minutes. Nanyang ain't rich enough to buy more photocopy machines. But we have a kind principal who asks us, "Is it important? I'll help you print it in the office? if its not important, please wait for the lady to fix it." Yup, he's kind, but no one's perfect right? He has his own flaws too! =D

red rain totally rocks!

2006-06-01T16:45:00.000+08:00

ok, i know i haven't been blogging much lately, but can't help it right? Hahaha... i'm so caught up with Red Rain! Man... they totally rocks! Yeah! They were, i mean are, so good! I love their songs! Its so so so so so nice!! I still "Red Rain" and "Sure" the best! Haha... I support the older songs, though their new songs are nice too! haha... Cheryl Kang actually pulled me up on stage to jump with the rest! Shouldn't I be the one, since I invited her there?!?! But never mind, I'm so glad that she enjoyed it as much I do! ^.^

I'm growing fatter and fatter by the day, so I better stop munching on snacks. I failed my Physics test by the way. I could've passed it if I wasn't that careless. Oh man.. I should stop failing my tests and really study from now on. The Mid-Year are just round the corner! So I should start my 20 hours study rule! Study rules do really help alot! Haha...

Yesterday, Nick Lee said something. Be in the world and not of the world. I shall truely live by it now. Nick Lee is such a great leader! =D

over the weekends!

2006-05-25T19:42:00.000+08:00

ok, i know i haven't been updating much... but, CAN YOU IMAGINE?! RED RAIN IS COMING TO TOWN! IN JUST 1 MORE DAY! man!! I'm so excited for the concert!! Its at Kallang Theatre and I really want to go there since I've never been there before! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

countdown: 1 more day!

mothers' day.

2006-05-14T22:52:00.000+08:00

ok, i was reading my sis's blog just now and i stumble upon this. She've read it to me once and i thought of putting it up on my blog, but i forgot. so here it is,

Mothers never rest
Mothers are superwomen
Mothers are naggy
Mothers never say die
Mothers will never let you rest till you say what you meant to say
Mothers know everything even if they have no clue about what's going on
Mothers have all the answers to ALL your problems
Mothers are irritating sometimes
Mothers love to be part of your every single aspect of your life even if it's just washing the floormat
Mothers love to ask endless questions
Mothers wish to have keys to your house so that they can stock up your kitchen (ya right, try harder mum)
Mothers want to know what you had for breakfast, brunch, lunch, tea, dinner, supper, snacks etc
Mothers cant know you're sick if not they'll haunt you from dawn to dusk
Mothers love to do surprise visits
Mothers love to wake you up by knocking on your window, shouting your name so that your neighbours know what your mum calls you
Last but not least, Mothers are the best people in the whole wide world, without them,I'm no where, no one, nothing, invisible...Thanks mum, this is for you. XOXO

credits to my "dearest" sister. she wrote it so like mummy lar! trust me, every single thing she wrote there, it happened to her and me, sometimes.

red rain again.

2006-05-14T20:15:00.000+08:00

ok, i really can't wait till red rain comes. I'm so excited lar! I think I'm even more excited than w-inds. coming to Singapore. I mean, measure it lar, w-inds. don't come to Singapore every year, Red Rain do, yet I'm so excited over Red Rain than w-inds. I hope to win the iPod Nano and a backstage pass through the lucky draw on www.redrain.sg Oh! Do you know that 8 days featured Red Rain? Twice already!! They'll be on teenage too! Hahahaha... I'm so going to buy it! I'm so excited!!

countdown: 12 more days to Red Rain.

red rain!!

2006-05-10T12:33:00.000+08:00

woooooooooohoooooooooooooooooo!! guess wad? Red Rain is coming to town again!! Finally! Oh man... they truly rock Christian music! They are like as good as Hillsong, Planetshakers or Delirious! I mean, they're so good lar! Please don't get the misconception that all Christian musics are having organs and a choir singing at the back with really really slow songs. There are, but what I'm talking abt here is ROCK Christian music. They are seriously good and they're having a concert here at Kallang Theatre on the 27th and 28th of May. man... have I ever told you that their drummer is really cute?? hahahahaha... i only managed to notice him last year when I was standing near the stage. He's really cute! >.< href="http://www.RedRain.sg">www.RedRain.sg theres sample musics and pictures too! Oh! Theres lucky draw too!!

count down: 17 more days!

red rain?? next post!

2006-05-07T01:22:00.000+08:00

yes! come on, shout with me!!! RED RAIN IS COMING TO TOWN! wooooooooooohhhhhoooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah!! they're coming back!!

i've completed the whole series!!! yes!! good-bye crazy times, hello mugging times!

yeah! oyasumi nasai! ja mate ne!

misc.

2006-05-01T17:50:00.000+08:00

ok, can someone tell me whats so strange about me not going out for one day? tell me! My dad actually and literally, shocked by the fact that i'm not going for the day. He was like, "Really?! You're not going out?!" Yeah! I'm not going out! I know that I've been going out every single day for a year now... but there are reasons! Its not that I like to be out, but there isn't anything for me to stay at home for...

I realised that I really can't live without the internet! I'm so dependant on the internet! I should really refrain myself now... since there are many tests coming up. I don't use the internet for good reasons! But for entertainment reasons! I'm watching _a_l_r _oo_ now! Man... its not that I'm life-less, but it seriously amuses me... brings back really really good and funny memories.

I've got something to be happy about after putting braces, Red Rain is coming to town! Yeah! I'm so happy! Its a bigger place now, its at Kallang theatre! The best thing is, the tickets are free! So its sort of like first come first serve basis! I'm so gonna stand in the front row this year! Or at least, stand near the drummer... muahahahahaha... he's really really cute! So guys, if you wanna come, do get tickets k? From me of course!

teeth.

2006-04-27T22:52:00.000+08:00

I'm starting to miss my teeth now... though the only thing I've done is to just put this rubber thing in between my teeth to push the teeth for some space. Its so uncomfortable now, if only I bite, that is. But its uncomfortable! LFY said that its a stepping stone. So can you imagine how many things I can't eat while I have the braces on? Man... I've waited only week for that crispy chicken thing and now you're saying that I can't eat? You've got to be kidding! I ain't gonna care and just eat that meal!

I had this thought while walking to the bus-stop. I don't know if this can be related to you all, but it sure did to me. So here goes. True friends are those who forgive you no matter what they've done to you, even the meanest thing in the world and they've said it to you. True friends are those who would say that your face has chocolate, i thought of that while eating chocolate waffle. True friends are those who cry with you when you cry. True friends are those who'd say the most truthful thing even though it hurts to you because its for your own good.

Well, thats all I can think of during my walk to the bus stop... I've definitely found these kind of friends and Jesus, is definitely my best friend!

charging of money.

2006-04-25T18:34:00.000+08:00

ATT: to all those who wants to borrow G.C from me, you can kindly proceed to the booth outside my vending machine and type that you'll like to borrow my G.C. The borrowing fees are as follows:

One day: $10
Two days: $8
Three days and subsequently: $5

sweet ones...

2006-04-21T22:03:00.000+08:00

Just now, i passed by my old school and I just saw Mr Ko walking towards the gate. I had the sudden urge to just jump off the car and scream his name! Ok, before I went for tuition, I saw Ms Chee and Ms Tan in the coffee shop, man... suddenly, I'm all out of words and all I could say was, "Hi." Its not that I have nothing to say, on the contrary, I had lots to say but words just don't come out of my mouth. I felt so lost of words. Seriously, the past was good, it was sweet memories that I can never forget. Well, I have to admit that the present school life I'm leading now, ain't good, thats why I'm reminiscing the past. I don't have a commited teacher like Mr Ko, I DO have a caring and crazy form teacher, so unlike Ms Chee, but Ms Chee was GOOD! I don't have a great physics teacher like Mdm Ong or should I say, mother Ong. I don't have a naggy Chemistry like Ms Tan and a Chem teacher who loves Ricky Martin like Ms Munira. I don't have a hyper and love-to-make-fun-of-me English teacher Ms Sim, though I have a really cute one now, he's name is Mr Chan by the way. I don't have a sacarstic Chinese teacher like Mr Ang. Gosh... I do I miss the days back then in SGS. Though I was dying to leave that school 2 years ago, now, I'm dying to go back there. But, the future is really going to be great! Because I was put in NY for a purpose!

20 ppl

2006-04-15T20:55:00.000+08:00

Name 20 ppl you can think of right now at the top of yr head. Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 ppl. And you must tag at least 3 people with this.

[start]
1. TAN YU PING
2. yang
3. sm
4.stella
5. fang yi
6. fiona
7.gen
8. big clock( i've never seen him for your info... just thought of him after gen)
9. chrystal
10. kat
11. melissa
12. you hui
13. edward
14. nick lee
15. nick wu
16. vonn
17. jing hong
18. charleston(?)
19. ivan(??)
20. sean(????)

1. How did you meet 14?
church?
2.What would you do if you've never met 1?
er... i would have no nagging and irritating sister?
3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
oh gosh! no lar! they dun even know each other!
4. Did u ever like 19?
yup! he's my leader wad...
5. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
no? the two of them are girls...
6. Describe 3.
sm... hm... the indecisive one... muahahahahaha... the model among us all... hahaha...
7. Do you think 8 is attractive?
i've never seen him man!! i heard his side view is nice though...
8. Tell me something about 7.
gen?!?!?! hahaha... the petite one... everything also must be extra small. the one with one tight squeeze and she'll crumble. but she ain't an easy pie 'cause this girl got the urge to kick some butt...
9. Do you know any of 12's family?
though she's my mama... but i dunno my mama's mama...
10. What's 8's favourite?
sorry... i dun know him...
11. What would you do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you?
huh? thats like impossible!
12. What language does 15 speak?
hm... mandarin, english and i think got hokkien?
13. Who is 9 going out with?
i dunno... she's hoping for someone...
14. How old is 16 now?
eh. 16+
15. When's the last time you talked to 13?
long time ago...
16. What is 2's favourite band/singer?
aiyo... she likes all kinds of songs one lar.. as long as its pleasant to her ears... right yang?
17. Would you ever date 4?
no? though she confessed to me many times, but... i just have to reject her... hahahahaha...
18. Would u ever date 7?
no... she's a girl...
19. Is 15 single?
yup! he should be! if not, i'm so gonna chop him into pieces...
20. What is 10's last name?
goy lor...
21. Would u ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
aren't we in a serious relationship now? as in, friendship?
22. What school does 3 go to?
she's going ITE?
23. Where does 6 live?
serangoon ave 4...
24. What's your favourite thing about 5?
she's a good advisor... good j-rock/visual kei partner... great miyavi partner... good stella-temper-mollifier...
25. Have u seen number 1 naked?cos not !!
er... i think should have? she've seen me naked though...

SM, yang and LFY, please do it k? yeah!

common tests

2006-04-13T18:27:00.000+08:00

I have common tests in 2 weeks time and what am I doing now? Slacking? Yup! You're so right! Tomorrow is Good Friday and the common tests are so like at the back of my head now. So please, don't even bother reminding me!

Jextapositioning->to put words of similar features together. That was from Lit. I did war poems today and I so love Ms Kwok lar! The whole Lit class actually listens to her more than Mrs Teo. Poor Mrs Teo... but I still love Mrs Teo... because she said I'm "love" during the demonstration of jextapositioning, paradox, oxymoron and some other really chim words. Haha... War poems are actually really nice poems and its like, you get to see the true side of humans, though you get to see it everyday. As in, the officials lied to their soldiers that it was glorious to die for the country, Dulce Et Decorum Est Pro patria mori. Which basically means, it is nice and sweet to die for your country. But Wilfred Owen, in the poem said that it was a lie. Well, I quite agree to that statement... Interesting right? Blame yourselves for not taking H2 Lit then... haha... joking lar!

Oh! I'm in the Hero generation! yes! Pst Sy Rogers said that!!

shocking!

2006-04-10T18:56:00.000+08:00

ok, i was reading melissa and chrystal's blog just now and it made me thought of the incident on thursday. I had super shock of the day and my mouth pratically just remained opened. You Hui nearly fell... hahaha... Melissa don't find it shocking though... hahaha...

w-inds. has really grown over the years man... from boys to man. Check out their album covers throughout the 5 years and you can see they are turning from boys to men. From jumper suits to suits! man... are they grown up or what? So I should continue supporting them!

God has really helped me man... Really have to thank God. I thought the salad would fail, but it turns out that it was a success! I'm so happy man! Yeah!

yu zhen(s)

2006-04-06T21:29:00.000+08:00

haha... i've got to realise that many people are called yu zhen actually and theres nothing special about my name. Now I know how Stella, yang, gen and fiona felt... but mine's different! I mean, mine is a chinese name! ok, shu hui have ppl with the same name as her... but, yu zhen, come on lar! how many parents will think of the name yu zhen? strange...

Muahahahahaha!! I'm a "love doctor" now... so people, please take your queue numbers and wait! hahaha... Stella and LFY! Don't laugh at me man! You guys will need me someday to listen to your relationship problems yar? Especially Stella Chan Zhen Na! I'm gonna see you for the rest of my life so whether you like it or not, love my voice now... Don't worry k? When you reach 21 and you have a bf, I won't pour wet blanket at you anymore... Stop being paranoid can? To all my other friends, Fiona, Yang, SM and gen, you guys can come to me too! I'm willing to help and listen yar... since i was your da bao... so give you guys discount lar! $2 per minute! Hahaha...

no.1

2006-03-31T22:21:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry dears, but Ryohei or prawny is not no.1 in my heart. I think Melissa knows my no.1 in my list but not in my heart. My no. 1 is so much more handsome, charming, faithful, hot etc... than any of the guys on earth!

Xuyuan and Katherine looks good together but I've heard some new news these days. kat and bion? hm...

I seriously have to expand my capacity! I'm getting tired very easily nowadays. How am I going do works for God? I have to expand more!

Tomorrow is Word Challenge finals and I'm so nervous now! I still have 12 more memory verses to memorise and I'm only still in Luke! Gosh! How slack can I be?

Sometimes, somebody's place in your heart can never be removed. no matter how many people you're around with or how long you've spent away from him, his place will just never be replaced. I have that someone and its a group of special friends of mine. My first bunch of JC friends, my first bunch of CT friends and my very very special and best friend somewhere out there. Its always pride that holds us back from saying how much we love them and cherish them. So, to all my friends, you know who you are, I love you guys so much and I'll miss you guys! That includes, my ex-bunx^5 members, Fiona (wait! she's in NY!), Yang, sm and gen, SYF members, stella and fang yi! Yes! I miss you guys so much! I really missed those times we had. The times when you guys would fight over me with me, those really mugging times, those eat-in-classroom times, those quarrelling over really trival matters times. Yes, I treasure every single of those time. I do miss my friends from other classes too! Friends from band etc...

Though the past was nice, the future is gonna be even better! ^.^

bringing the GC.

2006-03-29T21:30:00.000+08:00

seriously, your GC is no use if you don't bring it to school for Maths. thats one thing I've learnt today. hahahahahaha...

i've realised something today... when have I became so girly!! Come on!! I'm afraid of the needles they show on the presentation they were having today during assembly! I mean, come on man!! Its just a needle!! Ah! I've became so girly! No! i don't want to be girly! Well, ever since the blood-spurting-out scene, I can't stand the sight of blood! its just too... erm... can't find a word for it... disgusting?

I want to see how big clock looks like! I heard that he's side view is nice... but from those frienster pics, I think he... "CANNOT MAKE IT" not that i'm being mean, but he's seriously not the type which i think would be good-looking. Kat and Chrystal's No.1 also cannot make it... he is the direct opposite of what i think would be good-looking... hahaha... i have my no.1 already! =D no.1 doesn't mean no.1 in my heart though... ahhahha...

ok, this is turning into a boring blog... man!! i don't have anything else to say lah! oh!!! i've remembered! I've got to expand my capacity man!!

addicted to Pretz now... thanks to hyeimun...

sleepy.

2006-03-25T23:10:00.000+08:00

i'm so looking forward to school on monday because i get to sleep till 6am. unlike the past few weeks, i've been waking up at 5.20am! this is just too torturous!

I've finally got the mickey mouse badge that i wanted frm 7-eleven. thanks to bion, xiang xiang and few other ppl who contributed in buying stuffs at 7-eleven yesterday night! bion was so willing to pay that extra $1.90 when he heard that jess wants the badge. Well, thats the power of love isn't it? ahhaha...

yesterday the whole ct gave us, 3 flowers and we were like crying... dun ask why! tears just fall. just by thinking all the hard work you've put in for the past few weeks have been paid off, it does move you, right?

i guess 0620 doesn't have a space for me. i'll miss 0616, but not 0620, because its a new CT without me so I think i don't have to appeal... I guess God really works in wonderous ways. Luckily that day, they all were having meeting so i can't find anyone for help. I should really thank God! =D

relationships.

2006-03-23T20:45:00.000+08:00

i had so many things to say yesterday, but blogger just have to shut down on me... so now, being the forever STM one, I can only offer a short post. Unless, I remember what I was going to say.

I've just realised that the people around me are facing relationship problems. I think youths like me, should get our priorities right before we get ourselves into such problems. When things get messy, I ain't gonna be alone. I know that my mum will definitely sense something is wrong, well, like she always say, I'm born from her womb so she'll definitely know how I feel. Come to think of it, its true! To a certain extent I mean... haha... Hm... my priorities are as follows:

1. God
2. Family
3. Studies
4. Friends
5. Relatives

Yup! Should get your priorities right! Relationship matters are never simple...

Oh! I've suddenly thought of something!! There are np shuai ges in NY! Whats this!??!?!? Excluding Kat and Chrystal's No.1 and 2, No. 100 and No. 99, there ain't any shuai ges! I'm so shocked! Well, I'll get used to it since SGS didn't have any either... yar, vanishing....

*vanished*

names.

2006-03-17T19:35:00.000+08:00

i think it really makes someone happy to see their name on someone's blog. well, i'll be very elighted to see my name because it goes to show that the person remembers me! So I shall do that in the future! Maybe I should do it now! =D

I'll miss all my friends in CT0616! Xiang Xiang, Yao Dong, Boon How, Kency, Chrystal, Hua Hua, Jessica, Kat, Hong Yao, Mr. Ai Mei, Andy, Kenneth, Liu Ying, Melissa, Poh Sian, Rosy aka Mama aka Snoppy, Ru Hua, Victor and Ting Ting!! I'll miss you guys k? I'll go find you guys if no one in my class taking H2 physics! I'll find you guys during lecture!! I will!!

anniversary.

2006-03-14T22:08:00.000+08:00

today is w-inds. 5th anniversary!! yeah!! omedeto!! tomorrow, they will be releasing their new album, Thanx. I'm listening to the whole album now lar, and i can tell you, its so nice! I love it man!! I don't mind spending $65 for one CD!

today, i realised how different our church is from others. its definitely very different. the jokes they crack, how they sing worship and praise songs. man... i'm so happy with my own church! I love my Pastors!! I'll never leave them. The worship team! Man!! I love my church's worship team. At least they will not play something wrong which is so obvious!!

memories.

2006-03-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

i was eating instant noodles just now, when i suddenly remembered something. Maggie mee kills your brain cells! Hm... where did I learn that from? Haha... I think its a friend of mine back in the younger days. I happen to stumble over primary school friends in NY and it brought back memories of how stupid, fat and ugly I was. I still remembered melissa's reaction when I showed her my ez-link card. She was like, " this is not you right? This is your sister right?" sorry melissa, that hedious person in the ez-link card is 100% me... Stella came to my house quite some time ago and she was looking through my photos and she said to me, "you've really become prettier." I'm like, "what?! was i so ugly back then?!" haha... well, i guess girls DO change alot! look at my sis man!! I can show you her picture now and her picture when she was my age!

I like the journalist Mak Mun Sun!! I love her writings! I love reading her columns in Life! its all so nice and light-hearted. I should imitate her style of writing!

word challenge

2006-03-11T23:31:00.000+08:00

we've officially got into the finals of the word challenge. its under really confusing and really unforeseen circumstances... I'm so worried for the finals lar!! gotta catch up with brp.

NY is like sai. I know I shoudn't say this, but it IS like sai! Come on man... they FORCED me to drop my H2 chem to H1 and up my lit to H2. What makes them so sure that I can score better than my science? Just one piece of paper determines everything you're doing in JC. Sometimes, you've really got to just sit down and think, "does this piece of paper going to bring me to somewhere?" well, sometimes success doesn't come with a piece of paper, it comes with how much you're willing to put in. if you pour your whole heart into something, you're gonna get it back because what you sow is what you reap. Mr Hsu says that if I wanna take a course got to do with Chem, its easy for me to catch since I've studied chem... so yup! Gotta trust him! I think H2 lit is gonna help me in one way or another lar...

Sometimes, parents want so much from us children but they've never spared a thought for us. They want us to grow up pre-maturely, they want us to act like adults. But are we? Sorry, we're not. We're acting our age, which is so totally normal for us. But the world today just care so much for themselves and are too fast for us to just grow up normally. So, us children, have to grow up pre-maturely. Well, I hope that the next generation won't be like that... because I know, it'll get worse and worse... before you know it, a 10 year old is acting like a 25 year old!!

its in the stars.

2006-03-08T20:53:00.000+08:00

yup! i finally fixed the music problem!! I'm so happy right now... haha... well, this song is 3 songs combined together, making it without a pause... its the first time happening in Japan. Its called Its in the stars, Philosophy and Thanks! I love this song man!! I can't wait till their album release on 15th March=one day after their 5th anniversary=my sister's bdae=nicko's bdae!

Yup! I'm doing cafe duty tomorrow... so I better do it properly...

been feeling really tired nowadays... i better get back to my guitar practices if not, I'll fail my test...

safety net.

2006-03-04T20:55:00.000+08:00

i went for bs today, left ogl training early, sort of causing me to lose the opportunity to become ogl... anyway, i won't mind. =D if they just based on the fact that i didn't go through the whole training and took me out, then thats too bad... XP i'd rather go bs than ogl training. i love today's bs lar!

God's love is unconditional. You don't have to earn it by doing good works. God loved you for who you are when you were sinning back then. Why God sent Jesus to die for us 2000 years ago? Becuase He loved us so much that He sent His only Son to Earth to die for us... By God's grace and through Man's faith. I'm excited for tomorrow's service!! yes!!!

feelings.

2006-03-02T22:25:00.000+08:00

i felt really bad yesterday... really really bad... real discipleship. a real one. i wished i've never promised anyone anything. its a responsibility that i didn't take well. yes, its all my fault. well, just learn from it and be BIGGER. theres a bigger world out there. I'm not mature enough to bear heavier responisbilities. maturity comes when you know how to bear responisibilities.

good morning kids.

2006-02-26T21:27:00.000+08:00

ok, i'm addicted to the song, "good morning kid" by elleGarden. Don't be mistaken, they are a Japanese j-rock band. but they sing in both Japanese and English. So this song, its in English. They sang in perfect English! ok, heres the lyrics:

Good morning kids
How do you feel to have been slid out to this world
I wish it was not so bad
But I think no way you feel that way
You'd come to know as you grow up
This world is full of shit
So I wish you don't grow up
And I wish you don't get hurt
And I wish you don't notice that the world is shit
And I wish you don't be sad
But I'm not so afraid 'cause you won't be like me
Good morning kids
How does it feel to have been kicked out to this world
I wish you liked the morning sun
That is one of the most beautiful things
You'd come to know as you grow up
This world is full of shit
So I wish you don't grow up
And I wish you don't get hurt
And I wish you don't notice that the world is shit
And I wish you don't be sad
But I'm not so afraid 'cause you won't be like me

blabbering

2006-02-17T22:42:00.000+08:00

ACQUINTANCE!! COME ON SAY WITH ME! AQUINTANCE!

I LOVE MY MATHS TUITION TEACHER! He's like 1 million times better than my Maths tutor... I understand he's explaination but I don't understand my Math's tutor's explainations. If you guys think I'm having fun in JC, I can tell you, I'm not. It ain't any interest, its responsibilty thats driving me to school. I hope this stay in JC can do some changes to other people's lives. If not, what I'm sacrificing now are all in vain.

1 things

2006-02-16T20:05:00.000+08:00

1 thing i've learnt today. firstly, there are actually guys who thinks relationship=sex. hm... in such a modern society today, there are actually guys who thinks that way! No point in crying over guys who don't want to be friends with you after a breakup because it goes to show that they're childish. Unless!! They don't want to be friends with you because you've cheated them. As in, literally cheated them.

ain't gonna be like that...

2006-02-15T17:10:00.000+08:00

Whom ever i've hurt on Friday, sorry. Didn't mean to and didn't meant it. I don't despise people who appeal through DSA because I know how hard it is to just get that interview chance. I don't despise anyone. I'll despise myself if I ever get into a JC through CCA, not DSA. Don't misinterpret what I've said. No point explaining myself if you don't wanna hear or anything. Ain't gonna shoot you but just wanna let you know, theres a bigger world out there. Surviving such trauma ain't gonna take you anywhere. I've seen it, felt it and very well i've went through it. The world is so corrupted and dirty that you don't wanna come out of your comfort zone. But I ain't gonna say that i'm someone who went through alot... because I know, theres a bigger world there.

O levels.

2006-02-12T22:46:00.000+08:00

I AIN'T GONNA SAY HOW MUCH I'VE GOT!

senor senora senorita

2006-02-01T18:29:00.000+08:00

I've watched Miyavi's new PV, " Senor Senora Senorita" about 5 times? Haha... I love it alot! He's just so funny lar! He's so acting stupid in the PV, pretending to be a vampire then just kepp dancing and dancing around the girls. He's so mesmerizing the girls dancing around him lor... He NEARLY kissed one of the girls. Ah!! How I wished that was me... *ahem* but he ain't my type... haha... oh! this friday, the girls are so gonna crash my house down... they are so gonna ransack all my stuffs!! its predictable man...

M. Butterfly.

2006-01-30T16:46:00.000+08:00

My Lit teacher gave us this play called M. Butterfly, I tell you, its the best that I've seen. Better than Shakespere's. Its written by David Henry Hwang. I won't tell you what it is about but I have to type out this phrase that i quote from the play. It says:
"Love warped my judgement, blinded my eyes, rearranged the very lines on my face... until I could look in the mirror and see nothing but... a woman."

Theres one more:

"But how can it face the sin that implies all others? The devastating knowledge that, underneath it all, the object of her love was nothing more, nothing less than... a man."

Yup, after typing these two phrases, I think you guys would more or less get the idea of the story right? Its a nice play, serious, its very in depth. =D

new blog setting!

2006-01-29T11:39:00.000+08:00

hey guys!! how do you like my new blog setting? haha... the art work on the left is by oda aya. sorry to her works, but i'll credit it to her!! She's one of my favourite mangakas!! i love her works man... its so... NICE!

leaving now... so once again, if you haven't heard me say this, HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!

Dofus

2006-01-28T17:19:00.000+08:00

I'm so addicted to this game man... its called Dofus... haha... yang didn't know that i'll go so crazy over this game, neither do I!

I've finally bought the planetshaker's CD!! Evermore!! I so love it man!! I love Evermore and I'm Yours. I love it! Its worth all the money spent! More worthwhile than buying w-inds. stuffs... haha...

gotta be serious!

2006-01-21T23:25:00.000+08:00

I've got so many tutorials to finish man!! And what am I doing here? Blogging?!?! Ah!! I've got the Physics tutorial, the one on Vectors and Scalars. man... the lecturer for this topic is just trying to act friendly lar!! For Chem, I haven't finish my first tutorial!! I'm still stuck at qns 7 when I have 29 questions!! Oh... maths!! One more new tutorial to finish when i've just painstakingly finish my first tutorial on functions. Luckily Lit don't have any tutorials to finish man...

I've got to practice my guitar!!! Jocelyn is like, "better go home and practise!!" How can I praise and worship God like that?? What if I cannot pass the test?!?! no!!! I have to pass the test!! I wanna play in C.G!! Yes!! Dare to dream! Coz when you dream, it comes reality!

I'm the one and only science fac student taking lit as my contrasting subject... haha... should have taken econs... but, i'm not regretting!! I love lit man... though i've not taken it in Sec 3 and 4...

I've just gotten my w-inds. ageha tour photobook! I bought that like so long ago and mise only have it last week. I went to collect and man, do I fall for Ryohei all over again! He's just so dashing lar!! They're standards are going higher and higher lor!! I shall take a photo of it and put it up here!! I love it so much! but more than that, I come back to my base, I love God more than anything else!! Including Ryohei!!

we can dance our cares away.

2006-01-20T22:26:00.000+08:00

i named this post as, " we can dance our cares away." ok... this means alot!! firstly, i'm joining dance as my cca for the few weeks. ok, stop laughing!! i'm just trying out only. and cares, haha... JC life is so tough man... I'm not gonna scare you guys but its really tough... i was thinking of poly when my sis was saying, " JC and poly is the same, you have to be independent, after lessons, you have to go and find teachers." yup! so we can dance our cares away... i hope to be able to dance as well as ryohei!!

Heart felt wishes!

2005-12-27T22:49:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I hope you guys had fun! haha... well, we're going back to school next week!! man... i envy those who don't need to go for first 3 months. i wanna sleep late!! never mind, i shall pon school for 25 days!! haha... nono... it meant to be a joke. since LFY can't get into the same JC as me, i have to appreciate all the friends who are going to the same JC as me! Which I'm going to tell you which JC I'm going! Haha... I'll tell you guys on 3rd Jan. I'm I being lame or what? haha...

Oh! If you have any little cousins from Primary 1 to 6, needs tuition, come find me!! I can give tuition!! family's financial satus ain't good lar... haha...

One thing I ask, that I may dwell in Your house forever... (Glorious Redeemer by CCC)
You are my God, my life, my all and I live for You alone, I am Yours, evermore...
Heaven and Earth will shout Your praise, the wonder of Your name, I proclaim evermore... (Evermore by Planetshakers)

pearl dance.

2005-12-21T22:33:00.000+08:00

hey guys!!! you guys love the new song I've put up? I hope its nice to you guys! =D Hm... I was so busy!! I had camp etc... yesterday, i really rushed my whole vbs book! I'm having eye bags now... haha... i hope my book review was alright. Christmas is coming too!! Ah!! Its gonna be a BIG day! I believe it man!! After reading the vbs book, I'm so stirred on to stretch over my limit! Yes! I can do it!

Oh! Next year, first 3 months, where am I going? haha... don't tell you!! haha... unless you're close to me or you've asked me, I won't tell you!! Hahaha!!! Keep guessing!! You'll know it one day!! Give you one hint! Its a JC. Obvious? haha... I love to play guessing games with people nowadays!

Last thing before I go, I HATE PEOPLE WHO GIVE EMPTY PROMISES!!!

poems

2005-12-04T11:06:00.000+08:00

ok... i'm not supposed to regret this but... i'm doing something for Create... I'm supposed to do a poem. Making one big turn and i'm coming back to this again huh? my gosh! i don't know what to write man... i hope i could do it well, since i'm better at writing depressive kind of poems. BUT i've stopped writing those one year ago... yes! i've got to pray to God, ask Him what I could write. Anything that is within my ablity... but i wanna go over my ceiling too! ^.^ lets see how it goes...

i went for SOW yesterday and wow! i love playing the guitar man... haha... i learnt guitar 3 years ago but i gave up because i thought i didn't have any talents in it. But now, I wanna worship God with guitar... I want to have skills like Miyavi and anointing like Garett. haha... stella said:" I don't expect much, as long as I have God's anointing when I play." haha... so i've got practice hard and graduate from basic 1!! yes!! with dreams there come reality!

again...

2005-11-29T23:39:00.000+08:00

man!! i sprained my ankle!!! AGAIN!!! this is the thrid time in a year man... i went to wild wild wet yesterday and i thought it was a flat land, i tripped and fall. can't blame me man!! i can't see!!! literally! i wasn't wearing my specs! how you expect me to see?! man... siok mei tried to grab me but she fall too, on my foot. it doesn't hurt, the sprained ankle hurts. now i have the herbal plaster, plastered over my ankle... i can't even walk properly!

recently, i found this really nice band, elleGarden. Nice rock band. nice english! should check it out! nicholas intro it to me. i hoped w-inds., Miyavi, elleGarden and Utada Hikaru could be Christians so they could write/sing more really great songs for God. At the mean time, we've got hillsong, planet shakers and CCC!!

Happy Birthday!

2005-11-19T13:25:00.000+08:00

Ah!! today is Ryohei's 21st birthday!! Ah! Otanjoubi Omedeto!! Let celebrate!! put more ryohei pics!! yes!! Man... he's 21! Can you imagine?! He's 21... Some interesting facts about Ryohei:

1. He hates the colour orange
2. He hates pumkins.
3. He thinks that something wrong with his face so he wears a cap.
4. He was kissed by Ryuichi once.
5. He is a straight 'A' student.
6. He goes to one of the top schools in Sapporo.
7. He like the subject social studies.
8. He loves to say cold jokes, Keita and Ryuichi would be the first to run away when Ryo wants to say a joke.
9. He was in a University, but dropped out because he was too busy in w-inds.
10. He LOVES dancing.

well, a picture speaks a thousand words...

issasiburi

2005-11-18T13:21:00.000+08:00

ISSASHIBURI!!

ah! it has been a long time since i last posted. 1 month!! many things has happened during this time which i definitely not gonna tell, lets just say that i have two bedrooms now. i was busy and still am, i'm also very lazy to post lar... oh! lets celebrate... no, not end of O levels, but... the 200th Ryohei pic that i own!! YEAH!! this is the 200th pic:

this is their new single's image. I'm quite anticipating for their new single which will be out on 23rd Nov, which I'm definitely going to buy, which doesn't have first press edition which is very rare... theres something wrong with Ryo's hair isn't it??

Oh! recently, i got hooked up with a new singer... Miyavi. This is his pic:

He's a visual kei. whats visual kei? haha.. check that out on google k? man! should watch his PV! Really cool!! He wrote all his songs by himself!! want more pic of him? haha... no prob... one more...

I love his piercing on his lips man... so cool!! it actually shows that it went through his lips... cool right?! I love this pic of him... because he look so gentlemen. not that he's not but he's image used to be very rock with mohawk hair and showing all his tattoos... this totally covers all his tattoos.

full english

2005-10-18T14:06:00.000+08:00

ok, after a Saturday morning tuition at Byron Tutorial Centre, I have decided to make a very fully written entry today with a slight tinge of embarassment. Since I have never written something like this. Well, what are we going to talk about? Oh! I've watch Harry Potter and The Goblet Of Fire movie trailer. It was extremely fascinating though Daniel is getting uglier in each season. Please treat this satement of mine a joke. Frankly speaking, he has become more mature and dashing. In this movie, you would definitely have to anticipate harry's crush and a realisation that Harry has become a normal teenager, rather than a genius wizard. All the actors and actresses have all grown up, not to mention, some of the senior actors are getting older too!

Lets see now, whats next? Oh! Maybe lets talk about the GCE 'O' levels which is just round the corner. I pray that all of those miserable souls are studying like me and getting more block wood informations into their head.

As it is 11:06pm now, I have to turn in now to prevent any undesirable volcanos erupting on my face and most probably I'll be carrying two extra bags to school tomorrow. Good night my friends.

fixed

2005-10-13T09:21:00.000+08:00

I was praying to God yesterday and poured out all my problems. I'm getting so frustrated and everything... So God told me to rest on Him. to trust in Him. because thats wad i have to do. I complain about why God delays in answering my prayers. But can you imagine how long David endured? 6-8 years of hiding... man... maybe i have to endure that long too. if stella's "powers" are true. but don't worry, because i'm gonna stand out stronger. God's delay is a testing of faith. so i better not fail this test. since God told me to rest on Him, i'm gonna just concentrate on my Os and get great grades! yes! 11 pts!!

Birthday wishes

2005-10-05T08:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEN!!

haha... yup! today is gen's bdae!! yeah! she's 16 now!! the last one in bunx5 to turn 16. so next time we can go watch NC 16 shows... haha... joking...

well, haven't been blogging much these days is because i didn't have the time and lazy lar... haha... must prepare for Os. Ganbarimasu! get 12 pts and off to NYJC i go! yes! NYJC!! NYJC!!!

I want to be a happy person so I'm leaving everything onto God.

Psalm 71

2005-09-28T08:05:00.000+08:00

i've bought this book a few weeks ago and it really helped me pull through many things which i can't stand. its called, "when your world falls apart".

Sometimes when crisis hits you and you stand there and ask, "God, why me? Why now? Why all of a sudden?" Its exactly what I'm feeling then. Theres a verse which the book mentioned which i really love.

Pslam 71
1 In you, O LORD, I have taken refuge;
let me never be put to shame.
2 Rescue me and deliver me in your righteousness;
turn your ear to me and save me.
3 Be my rock of refuge,
to which I can always go;
give the command to save me,
for you are my rock and my fortress.
4 Deliver me, O my God, from the hand of the wicked,
from the grasp of evil and cruel men.
5 For you have been my hope, O Sovereign LORD,
my confidence since my youth.
6 From birth I have relied on you;
you brought me forth from my mother's womb.
I will ever praise you.
7 I have become like a portent to many,
but you are my strong refuge.
8 My mouth is filled with your praise,
declaring your splendor all day long.
9 Do not cast me away when I am old;
do not forsake me when my strength is gone.
10 For my enemies speak against me;
those who wait to kill me conspire together.
11 They say, "God has forsaken him;
pursue him and seize him, for no one will rescue him."
12 Be not far from me, O God;
come quickly, O my God, to help me.
13 May my accusers perish in shame;
may those who want to harm me
be covered with scorn and disgrace.
14 But as for me, I will always have hope;
I will praise you more and more.
15 My mouth will tell of your righteousness,
of your salvation all day long,
though I know not its measure.
16 I will come and proclaim your mighty acts, O Sovereign LORD;
I will proclaim your righteousness, yours alone.
17 Since my youth, O God, you have taught me,
and to this day I declare your marvelous deeds.
18 Even when I am old and gray,
do not forsake me, O God,
till I declare your power to the next generation,
your might to all who are to come.
19 Your righteousness reaches to the skies, O God,
you who have done great things.
Who, O God, is like you?
20 Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter,
you will restore my life again;
from the depths of the earth
you will again bring me up.
21 You will increase my honor
and comfort me once again.
22 I will praise you with the harp
for your faithfulness, O my God;
I will sing praise to you with the lyre,
O Holy One of Israel.
23 My lips will shout for joy
when I sing praise to you—
I, whom you have redeemed.
24 My tongue will tell of your righteous acts all day long,
for those who wanted to harm me
have been put to shame and confusion.

i hope this had helped you just as it had to me... its just like chicken soup for the soul. the difference is just that it is God's words. =D

Lil' Crazy

2005-09-21T14:56:00.000+08:00

its a shock that none of you, yes, guilty ones, didn't ask me what the song Lil' crazy is about!! Oh! the beginning of the song, its in Hindi. Not Japanese. Its means two souls meant to be together. well, i think you guys get the picture already. i can't post the whole translation to you because its against the right of the person translating it. The whole song basically means, a guy is MADLY in love with a girl and... *ahem*. ok, can't make it obvious. get the picture? don't imagine!!! just try to catch the ball... =D maybe i should change the song already? to a more rock one? haha... till i have then!!

waking up!

2005-09-08T15:17:00.000+08:00

you know what? i've been waking up 7+ in the morning even if i slept at 12+. you know why? because there are people downstairs every morning, without fail, rain or shine. doing the exercise thing and they play the radio with those instructions and every morning, i wake up to, "yi, er, san, si. shou xiang qian mian..." urgh! i take free qi gong lessons every morning!! hows that? want some really cool exercise which starts at 6.30 in the morning? well, come to my house! sleep in my room! you'll get it!

study!

2005-09-02T04:02:00.000+08:00

ok, i don't know why i am here but yar, i'm here. =) so er... later i'm going to study for 8 hrs! yes! chiong ar!!! haha... i have to really buck up on my sciences. all three sciences are like pi pi. i must get an A2 for my science and a B3 for my Physics. if not, how to go NYJC?! i wan to go to NYJC is not because of someone! but because its near to my house. haha... i'm so used to my schools near to my home and i wan my future school to be less than 30mins journey away! not taking me 1 hr to get there! its rediculous! I must get an A2 for my humanities!! My both maths can't drop!! No!! My chinese... aiyah... don't talk about it...

even the simpliest things in life are so difficult to comprehend. something like Faith.

taken for granted

2005-09-01T08:15:00.000+08:00

there so many things in life we took for granted and to only realise that when we've lost it. i've always taken the time i had with my mother for granted to only realise what i had done when I can't spend quality time with her. I can't get close to my mum and therefore i had to squeeze in every single time i left for her. it sounds strange since i stay with my mum but things are just this terrible. But no matter what, God never gives me situation which I can never handle so I just have to keep praying and believing in God, because only He can save me. I mean if God can't save me, who can? God is the most powerful One!

caved in

2005-08-23T09:14:00.000+08:00

When everything seems to be caving in around me, its You that I still hold on to.

Man... I wish I could be more of a prayer person. I wished I could pray everywhere I go. I wished I could get into the zone of prayer wherever I am. I wish my prayers could be better.

watched The Maid today. It was better than I expected it to be, but still, I don't really like it. What happened?! I used to love all the movies I watched!! Whats happening?! Ah!! I guess I shouldn't be watching movies anymore? Haha... maybe.

Oh! Wednesday, 24/8, 7.30pm. Channel News Asia!! sms FYC8 to 72888! Each sms cost $0.20. Those in my click have to vote my team 20 times! Teachers have to vote 30 times!

chinese

2005-08-13T12:50:00.000+08:00

i've got a relatively ok grade for my chinese...but i'm not saying what! haha! mr ko announced our grades to us... though he said ms chee should do the job. anyway, its so obvious that we had people crying our the grades and people wanting to re-take again... but I WON'T RE-TAKE!

What is faith? Its is the confident assurance that what we hope for is going to happen. It is the evidence of things we cannot yet see.
-Hebrews 11 ( New Living Translation)

Ms Sim, if you're reading this, please tag on my board ok?